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The Agony

I remember reading and studying some of George Herbert's poetry in college. I don't recall reading this particular poem, and when I came across it today in an email, I had to read it a few times to grasp the depth of it. (It's been a while since Intro to Literature class!) But once I did begin to grasp it, I was awed and amazed anew that God should die for me.

“Philosophers have measured mountains,
Fathom’d the depths of seas, of states, and kings,
Walk’d with a staff to heaven, and traced fountains
But there are two vast, spacious things,
The which to measure it doth more behove:
Yet few there are that sound them; Sin and Love.

Who would know Sin, let him repair
Unto Mount Olivet; there shall he see
A man, so wrung with pains, that all his hair,
His skin, his garments, bloody be.
Sin is that Press and Vice, which forceth pain
To hunt his cruel food through every vein.

Who knows not Love, let him assay,
And taste that juice, which on the cross a pike
Did set again abroach; then let him say
If ever he did taste the like.
Love is that liquor sweet and most divine,
Which my God feels as blood; but I, as wine.”
— George Herbert
"The Agony"
(1593-1633)

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